Jesus said to his disciples: Do not be afraid any longer, little flock, for your Father is pleased to give you the kingdom. Sell your belongings and give alms. Provide money bags for yourselves that do not wear out, an inexhaustible treasure in heaven that no thief can reach nor moth destroy. For where your treasure is, there also will your heart be. St. Luke 12:32-40
Jesus says it over and over, “Do not be afraid.”
Let us ask the question: “What am I afraid of?”
Jesus shares with us that if we open the door immediately when the Master knocks, he will have us recline at table and then wash our feet, and then proceed to wait on us. What could we possibly be afraid of?
God was knocking on Penny’s door. She volunteered to go to Kalighat, a home for the dying run by Mother Teresa’s sisters, for the first time. I suppose she was intrigued by the love of the Missionaries of Charity. It was terribly traumatic for Penny—being a beauty therapist, she was used to everything being all nice and spick-and-span, smelling nice, so it was quite a shock. I am sure many of you can relate to this when you volunteered for mission work in a place like Haiti or Catholic Heart work camp. Or maybe the first time your first child had diarrhea. When I began volunteering as a retreat director for Ministries of Disabilities, the drooling, physical suffering, and people who violated my boundaries raised my anxieties. I had whopping headaches and emotional paralysis.
When one of the sisters asked Penny to wash this woman she just thought, ‘There’s no way. I just couldn’t.’ So the sister said, ‘All right, come with me,’ and she picked up this little bundle of bones, because that’s what this lady was, and took her into the bathroom. Even now it makes her cry—there wasn’t a lot of light in the room and she was absolutely catatonic. Then all of a sudden the whole room just lit up! One minute she was saying ‘I just can’t’ and the next she realized, ‘Of course, I could.’
Throughout our lives, especially those here at Queen of Peace, we have worked among the poorest of poor, people with severe mental and physical disabilities, social injustice, Marines, sailors, soldiers and families torn apart by IED’s and shrapnel to the soul. Whenever we tell God there is something we just can’t do, like shave a man who does not have use of his arms, comfort the grieving, embrace a person with AIDS, tell a person we love them just before they will die, or work with schizophrenics or drug addicts… God seems to knock on the door of our terrified hearts. Then all of a sudden, light floods our darkness. We no longer label people as a diagnosis; we see the whole person light up. One minute we are saying, “I just can’t” and the next we realize, “Of course, we can!”
God doesn’t ask us to do things he isn’t already doing.
God is hoping that we do small things with great love.
God is hoping to find us ready when he knocks.
And then Our Father will welcome us home, wash our feet and invite us to dine with him and Our Family.
When God asks us to step out of our comfort zone and we do it,
we are always better for the experience.
Do not be afraid any longer, little flock, for your Father is pleased to give you the kingdom.
Now that is Good News we can treasure.
Mission Statement of Queen of Peace
As Christians we receive God’s gifts gratefully,
cultivate them responsibly,
share them lovingly in justice with others,
and return them with increase to the Lord.
I was in Curacao with my friends. The cliff was quite high, but I really wanted to jump even though I have vertigo.
I was confident, but afraid. It was worth the fear.
I am struggling, like Penny, to find a way to be of service to those in need. So I pray for a path to serve.
Beautiful. Thx Father. You certainly are a wonderful example of these gifts.
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